(music/lyrics by Aries)
It's so cold and dark outside
And I'm standing on my own
I want some shelter, need some warmth
I'm tired of being alone
But the juggernaut of loneliness
Keeps pullin' to push me down
And I'm tryin', I keep tryin'
To use examples I've found
Can't cry to show I know
I wanna go home
I'm tired of guilt, forgive me
So I can go home
And the fire inside
Is burnin' me unknown
Rebuilding myself
Means goin' home
Apologies for who I am
Don't mean that I can change
I want to smite the stoic
And be open in exchange
And the light is green but here I stand
Just tryin' to move on
What's familiar, what I'm used to
I'll maintain before it's gone
Can't cry...
To what I have not suffered through
I'm only tryin' to help as best I can
So then let me
And understand me
So I can make my heart home
I'm goin' home
I'm goin' home
And the fire inside
Is guiding me unknown
Rebuilding myself
Means I am home
C 1997, 2002 Aries/Chris Ruggere